Are you ready?! Are you ready to feel all the feelings?
I know I am.
That's right: It's Year Three
of my End of Year Mixtapes Special Edition blogtastic music celebration! My top 25 tracks of the year!
(For a blast from the past, check out my favorites in 2012
Let me preface this year's list by saying a couple of things. One, this is not the place to celebrate Yeezus. (Or Miley. Or Robin Thicke. Though I will still agree/argue that "Blurred Lines" was catchy as fuck.) Two, it was a little hard to focus on finishing this, as THE QUEEN—yes, duh,
Beyoncé—just dropped her surprise album
last week, and I've pretty much listened to nothing else since. That said, I wasn't quite prepared to change this list into 14 Yoncé songs and ignore all these other tunes that have been near and dear to my heart.
So, let's do this! Behold, the songs that had me hitting replay again and again.
I hope you enjoy them even a fraction as much as I do.25. Laura Mvula — “That’s Alright”
You know how I love my Brits. And while I enjoyed the entirety of Laura Mvula’s album
, Sing to the Moon,
this track was a clear standout for me. Her other songs, “Like the Morning Dew”
might showcase her classically trained voice more, but this song (and video) showcases that she is a boss.
This stomping, snappy bizness starts off with her declaring, “I will never be what you want and that’s alright” — followed by my favorite, “Tell me, who made you the center of the universe?” 24. Jay Z featuring Beyoncé — Part II (On the Run)
I just can’t help myself. I love when these two collaborate. “She was a good girl until she knew me” — uh huh, Jay, uh huh. Wonder what it’s like being married to the Queen? (Oh wait, I think I just found out this past week. Ahem, "Drunk in Love"
... which is terrific, aside from the troubling/confusing Ike Turner reference. The fuck, Mr. Carter?) Wait, I'm getting off track here. The return of Bonnie and Clyde!23. Foxygen — “No Destruction”
2013 started off with a bang, thanks to Foxygen’s We Are the 21st Century Ambassadors of Peace and Magic,
which I promptly fell into a deep, deep obsession over. This song absolutely delighted me, and made me want to sing to any Logan Square hipster who annoyed me: “There’s no need to be an asshole, you’re not in Brooklyn anymore.”
This summer I saw Foxygen perform at Pitchfork, and I think singer Sam France actually thought he was scaling that Blue Mountain
he sings about as he climbed all over his set with his pants constantly falling down. He was absolutely off his rocker, and I loved every minute of it. 22. Marques Toliver — “Magic Look”My love of Lianne La Havas
led me to first stumbling upon Marques Toliver, and that promptly turned into love of his beautiful violin-playing and soulful voice. He put on a great performance at Lincoln Hall this year—which included him scolding audience members who wouldn’t put down their damn phones and stop chatting—and afterward I met him and was exactly as dorky and awkward as you would imagine. “If Only”
was a close runner-up for my favorite on Land of CanAan,
but there was just something about “Magic Look” that was just, well, magic. 21. Arctic Monkeys — “Do I Wanna Know?”I was late to the game
with the new Arctic Monkeys album, and then was pleasantly surprised how much I loved the whole damn thing. This song killed me, with: “(Baby we both know) / That the nights were mainly made for saying things that you can't say tomorrow day.” Well, shit. 20. John Legend — ”Made to Love”
John Legend is my husband. Yeah, yeah, so he had to go and get married in real life or whatever, but it doesn’t stop me from loving him, his new album, and this one in particular.19. Low — “Just Make It Stop”
When I first heard this song in January, I was feeling all kinds of smug
that I could listen to this tear-jerker and not weep. I was lucky enough to see Low twice in Chicago this year. While I was maybe having a wee bit too much fun at Pitchfork to get too sentimental about anything, when I saw them the second time, with the Chicago skyline behind them and a warm breeze blowing (yes, it was a warm, gentle, breeze, don’t take this away from me), I’ll be damned if I didn't choke back a tear during the few minutes this song played.18. Kelly Rowland — “Dirty Laundry” When I first heard this song
, it felt like a swift kick in the gut. On top of the fact that it’s a beautiful, personal song, it’s an important one
, too. I listened to it again and again. I still cry when I listen. Kudos to you, Kelly Rowland.17. Rhye — “Open”
“I’m a fool for that shake in your thighs.” And from there, Rhye had me. Woman
was one of my favorite albums of the year, and this track in particular just slays me. I said it before
; I’ll say it again: "I wanna make this plain / Oh, I know you're faded / Mmm, but stay, don't close your eyes"
(For some puzzling, yet awesome, reason, Rhye released two videos for this song, so I’m sharing my personal favorite of the two.)16. Phosphorescent — "The Quotidian Beasts"
I was listening to the Phosphorescent album non-stop right around the time I was reading
Cheryl Strayed’s amazing book, Wild.
So that might have had some influence on the fact that this song made me want to run off to the wilderness alone and just howwwwwl. But, umm, maybe that’s only me? 15. Blood Orange — "You're Not Good Enough"
Ohmygod, Dev Hynes. I loved you at Pitchfork
, I loved your album
, and most importantly, I love this song, even if you tell me, “I never was in love / you know that you were never good enough”:14. Disclosure featuring Sam Smith — “Latch”
My devotion to Sam Smith has been pretty well documented
here this year, so this shouldn’t be much of a surprise. And while I do recognize that this is a Disclosure song featuring
Sam Smith, whatever. It’s all about Sam Smith for me. And yes, this beat certainly helps. 13. Alice Smith — “Cabaret”
Alice Smith released She,
her follow-up to For Lovers, Dreamers, and Me
(only one of my favorite albums of all time) this March, just in time for my birthday, and just in time for me to spend the better part of my year blaring this song way too loud into my earbuds. Maybe cause no one has ever demanded, “Where are you going with your life?” and sounded so damn great. 12. Lion Babe — “Treat Me Like Fire”
I kicked off the Mix Tapes in 2013 with this one
, and I still quite agree that there was no better way to start the new year than with this: a big, sexy ROAR. Lion Babe, aka Jillian Hervey, aka Vanessa Williams’ daughter, aka lioness goddess. I mean, Lion Babe. You’ll see.11. Tegan and Sara — “Goodbye, Goodbye”
Tegan! Sara! My darlings! My long-standing love affair with these two took a turn this year, when they transformed into a pop smash, and I couldn’t be more delighted. While I did wish the teenyboppers surrounding me at Lollapalooza this year knew a single word to any of their older songs, I can’t blame them. Cause I was freaking out right along with them when this song played, jumping up and down, yelling, “Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye!”
I spent many winter mornings at the start of 2013 walking downtown with Heartthrob
blasting, feeling alternately defiant during this track and then crushed and defeated when it segued into “I Was a Fool,”
one of my other favorites from the album. So let’s stick with the fun defiance, shall we? 10. Arcade Fire — “Reflektor”
Look, just cause Noel Gallagher has a bunch of gripes
about Arcade Fire doesn’t mean I can’t enjoy them. This “sleek, dark disco epic”
got a little help from David Bowie
and had me constantly singing, “Entre la nuit, la nuit blah blah
” to myself with delight. 9. J Cole featuring Miguel — “Power Trip”
I’m just going to ignore completely how utterly creepy this song becomes when you pair it with the music video. But know that I recognize that, okay? Okay? The point is, it still hasn’t gotten old every time Miguel comes in and sings, “Would you believe me if I said I’m in love?” I believe it. And that second verse just kills me. I can’t help myself. 8. Volcano Choir “Byegone”
Dammit, Justin Vernon. I don’t even know what it means when you say, "Tossin' off your compliments, wow/Sexing all your Parliaments" — and I don’t care. This song explodes right from the start, and I’m not exaggerating in the slightest when I say that at certain times, I’ve listened to it and felt like my heart might burst.
“Set sail! Set sail! Set sail!”: 7. AlunaGeorge — “Your Drums, Your Love”
Because: “I’ve been treading water for your love / whether I sink or swim, it’s you I’m thinking of.” That’s all. 6. Eleanor Friedberger — “Stare at the Sun”
“If that was goodbye, then I must be high” — YES! Yes, exactly! Good god, how I’ve been loving Eleanor Friedberger this year. I got to see her perform at Empty Bottle in June, and it was magic. (I saw her again more recently, opening for Colin Meloy, and that was NOT magic, but I’m pretending that didn’t happen.) This song makes everything okay! Everything!5. James Blake — “Retrograde”
"So show me why you're strong / ignore everybody else / we're alone nowwww"
Well fuuuck, James, I wish we were. My god, I feel so much. 4. The National — “Demons”
Any year that The National releases an album is bound to be a great one for me. Any year that The National releases a new album and I get to see them play live is an even greater one. And that I did, in the boiling heat at Lolla this year, as I beamed into the sun while Matt Berninger and crew rocked my face off like always.
It’s pretty tricky for me to pick a favorite when it comes to these guys — I mean, “Graceless”! “Hard to Find”! “Pink Rabbits”! — but there was just something about this one I just can't get over. “When I walk into a room / I do not light it up / Fuck” gets me every.fucking.time. 3. HAIM — “Falling”
HAIM! I first felt the butterflies of a crush last year, when HAIM squeezed their way into my top 25 of 2012
with “Don’t Save Me,” but this year marks a full-blown, head-first love affair. This song starts off their terrific, terrific album and sets the mood just right.2. Local Natives — “Colombia”
Back in March, I shared maybe one too many feelings in a post about Local Natives
, but I don’t regret it. I don’t have the space here to fully explain what this song means to me. This song obviously has nothing to do with me, but it has everything to do with me. Somehow, someway, I hope my mom can hear it. 1. Janelle Monae featuring Erykah Badu — “Q.U.E.E.N”
Finally, my number one, my Q.U.E.E.N. Oh my fucking GAWD,
I love this song so, so much. It's six minutes of electric-lady badassery. Or, as I wrote before,
"Where does one even BEGIN with this song and video? The lyrics are gold. The beats are gold. The outfits! The dancing! BADOULA OBLONGATA!"
So, going into the new year, I think we should all remember two things. One: "Even if it makes others uncomfortable / I will love who I am"; and two:The booty don't lie.